The last two weeks have been very challenging. More challenging than the last couple of months. I am not sure what has made that so. I honestly don’t know what to even write about today. I feel like a broken record, replaying the same feeling and thought over and over again. I apologize to whoever may care. The other night, I heard some great words that spoke to my heart. When you are lost and down, go serve others. I am feeling so vulnerable and insecure lately, so what am I going to do to fix that? Well, I am going to help others more. I am going to put myself into everyone I love and even strangers because that is all I can do. It is my way of making sure that, if only for a day that person will not feel or think lowly of themselves or their lives. I just want to immerse myself in others, and God. I know it won’t exactly take my mind of of everything, but at least I can attempt to be selfless during this time. I encourage you all to do the same, whether you are so incredibly happy or sad, go serve your God, go serve others, I promise you will feel better.